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Emotional Heat 4A Cold Generation

by JIL

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1.
You & I
2.
My Name 02:00
Tell me you know my name Tell me you know my name Who are you? And who am I? And who has brought us here to be together? Tell me you know my name Tell me you know my name
3.
I was lost In a cloud of doubt, in a sea of questions Kept swimming but it got me nowhere I was starved By the endless drought By unlearned lessons Found the truth In pursuit of you, in my sea of questions Kept swimming but it got me nowhere I was wrong, about who I was About what I’ve done And where in hell I’d come from Still sleeping on couches Crashed at a couple of houses Borrowed every part of my outfit, but that ain’t about shit My life is a book full of changes, right now we just flipping through pages Living in ages back in time, a travelling mind is trying to grasp the past that was left behind While exploring the signs that I have at hand What does it mean for a black man to be an active activist Or an artist activated by hardships And all this backwards involvement The struggle, for a true sense of being Where nothing has any meaning and meaning is everything The severing of old friends and old ties The opening of blue skies and sunshine The truth lies in what changes at nighttime It’s half time, I’m only half past mine I was lost In a lucid lie In a low life high In a burning dream Couldn’t see
4.
Close your eyes Let loose of all inside of your mind for a time Where did everybody go? Where did everybody go? Close your eyes Let loose of all inside of your mind for a time Where did everybody go? Where did everybody go? Close your eyes Let the time go by
5.
She said that everything’s right now But is it all right now? We’re only moving in the right now But are we alright, are we alright now? She said she don’t need no one To run her life, and make it to the heights where she going “No one, no one can tell me nothing” She said she don’t need idols Who paint their lies, pretending like they Control what’s going on, they don’t Why does everybody live in fear of what they love? Fear is killing love Don’t let our differences lead you blind We’re all one within a time, now So don’t be bought and sold ‘Cause love is the real gold Can you tell me what you fear? Can you show me what you’re afraid of? Can you tell me what you feel? Can you show me what you’re made of? Can you show me this is real? ‘Cause if not I gotta wake up ‘Cause I’m feeling like it’s made up Right now, right now All your idols living lies, everybody riding highs All afraid to look inside, all the same, let ego die Escaping life by taking pills, will numb your heart and kill your will If this is how you really feel, is how you’re living really real? I know that everything’s right now, but is it all right now? Left living in the right now, but are we alright, are we alright now? I can see it in your eyes, I can see you’re telling lies right now How can I help you see, you’re all you have to be? I want you to be free, without the shit you think you need
6.
Micromoog 03:49
[Instrumental]
7.
IMfat 03:40
I look around, what I see doesn’t phase me Can’t help but laugh Count every pound that I keep, it outweighs me Can’t help but laugh, can’t help but laugh I feel I’m drowned by my fear of behaving Can’t help but laugh Just trying not to sink too deep Sometimes some thoughts can be endless So just try not to think (How will I find, How will I find you?) Just trying not to sink too deep Sometimes some thoughts can be endless So just try not to think
8.
Feel a feeling so clear Found a smile in your tears You can say that you care But Can you say that you care? You’re trying to find your words But someone has said them for you Believing the things you heard Your feelings have gone… Cold Generation, we grew old Too fast, or so we’re told An entire nation sold On a trip to lose their souls Generation, we grew old Too fast, or so we’re told An entire nation sold On a trip to lose their souls We’re awake inside our screens Sent to sleep in a cyber dream Are we really here? Looking into your pixel eyes I can see where your conscious lies Did you disappear? Hide behind a profile I Found a lie in your smile You can say you know me But Can you say you know me? You’re trying to find your words But someone has said them for you Believing the things you heard Your feelings have gone… Cold Generation, we grew old Too fast, or so we’re told An entire nation sold On a trip to lose their souls Generation, we grew old Too fast, or so we’re told An entire nation sold On a trip to lose their souls
9.
Think I miss them Cordless phone, the radio Think you know, until you don’t Sick of spinning In and out, caught up again Missing in action, going out just to feel again And around we go And around we go Losing all we know Fading into the unknown And around we go And around we go Losing all we know Fading into the unknown I cheated death when I started this rhyme Suicidal lines are heavy on my mind Disintegrating into time & space, I close my eyes To face the darkest parts of me And feel my heart beating on my chest This is my 7th life and 8th death Up and down the 10 steps, round and round it goes Filling in the holes, sometimes this life blows Light shows in the nightlife, Reflecting the state of my soul Letting it go, it’s hard to handle Discuss and dismantle, put a fire to a candle For the life my words hand you Plans the rhymes give you The vibe is instrumental Every line that I’ve been through, to exchange it with your mental Text not a pencil Picture without a stencil Digital spirit hit you, stimulating your temples Purifying the temple, living the way we meant to Offering the official And around we go And around we go Losing all we know Fading into the unknown And around we go And around we go Losing all we know Fading into the unknown Intuition I’m giving in, I’m over it Listening, blowing out, breathing in Sick of living I saw the light and thought of you Left alone, when all we know is all we knew
10.
Pink 03:55
I see you in dreams What could that mean? Close my eyes and set the scene My nightly visions grow more obscene I have you in mind All the time Your hand held in mine Bad nights fall far behind Far behind Oh… Could you be what I’m looking for? The only one that’ll keep me strong? Could you be? You told me to stay Calling my name The light bleeding from the day Time passes, all the same
11.
Questions in disguise Your eyes ask all your words can’t say Your mouth won’t let escape Your hands reach out to find You’re out of time, you’re out of line Too young to die with all the questions in disguise Secrets in the lies I’ll try to make it my own way To blindly duel with fate Find meaning in the signs I’m out of time, no peace of mind An endless high Seals all the secrets in the lies I told you you could see You know that you were free We proved your morals empty And showed you there’s no way to be Way to be We on that 34th & 7th, commercial beings heaven A million lost souls trying to find themselves in excess Head up in the billboards, captured by the message Pushing you to be you in every product they’re selling Breathe deep, friend, there’s more to life than the gimmicks Don’t sell yourself to corporate dreams that use you for their image The only one who’s stopping you is you, the only one who’s moving you is you The only one who’s there for you is you, the only one to make it true is you Questions in our mind Our lives wash over like the sea The days show no relief What moments we control We search our souls to find our roles Too old to go through all the years with no control
12.
Radiosex 05:34
If I’m breathing I’m alive Alive, I am here, here with you Held you in my arms Still I couldn’t keep you close to me Living in a world Where sex is suicide (suicidal) Making love to feel inside, we watch each other die Living by a limit, reaching past our means Our bodies and our dreams, living (falling) in the inbetween Stuck in making love that we don’t mean To be in this machine with you, is all I ever need Me, and this machine, and you Where nothing’s as it seems Me in this machine with you Is all I ever needed Me, and this machine, and you Love...

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released July 20, 2018

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